Friday, December 9, 2011
How does it happen?
One minute you are fine. You are gainfully employed by a few places. Your family is healthy and happy. You feel okay . . . fine actually. And then, like the mass exodus of a flock of birds from a tree, all your happiness drains out of the picture. And suddenly you're left in a foul mood with the idea that the world is against you. I'm not sure how it happens . . . but it happens. I think mostly it's effected by the fact that it's winter, I'm quickly reaching the point of being "burnt out" and that I am long overdue for a very real vacation. Occasionally it feels like there's a void in my life where love should be. A big gaping hole the size of a crater. Sometimes I just want to turn everything and everyone off.
Photos of Wharariki Beach in New Zealand from Piccsy